This evening at approx 5 pm, I signed the contract to sell my house. Amazingly, I feel ok. Perhaps I'm in shock that I actually did it. What tension - about 8 years of indicision leading up to that moment.
Speaking with Ben yesterday helped a lot. I was telling him that my friend, Carla saw photos of the house & thought it was absolutely fabulous. Thought I had a professional stage it. I was feeling it was hard to leave it when someone else saw it as so desirable.
Ben reminded me that the house was indeed a very special, loving space.....but just walk outside & you're in a toxic mine field - & that is a major reason that I'm leaving. Ok, I guess I'll go. On to the next steps.