I thought I was fine. I was acutely aware of how I was feeling during the process. It was surreal. I didn't actually feel very much - even went out for a bite to eat with Randy afterwards.
HOWEVER - I awoke at 3:30 am from the worst NIGHTMARES. They were so vivid. I don't often remember my dreams & I was wishing I could forget these. They were like nightmares right out of "Where the Wild Things Are" - with actual growling, drooling MONSTERS with gnashing teeth.....lots of running, chasing, FEARS, DANGER, etc. UGH, I can still visualize them. I finally went back to sleep about 5:30. If I could draw, I would include a picture....would like to get it out of my head & onto paper.
So, my dear Dr. Freuds, what does all that mean?